Collision

  Collision

  The Fight for Life series Book 1

  By K.A. Sterritt

  Copyright © 2015 by K.A. Sterritt

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual events or people, living or dead, is coincidental.

  Dedication

  To Adriana Leiker. I forged on because of you.

  “Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.” Oscar Wilde

  Chapter One

  Juliette

  High-octane fuel and hot rubber fumes lingered in the cold morning air as I waited for the moment. Idling in neutral, I blipped the accelerator hard to hear the engine’s roar—music played by the god of petrol heads. My hands gripped the black leather steering wheel, not with fear but anticipation. Through the windscreen, the strip ahead beckoned with its smooth perfection, and the rush was so close I could taste it.

  I glanced to my right and locked eyes with my rival, Scott Henderson. He shook his head and, despite the helmet covering his face, I could tell he was laughing by his full-body shake. I’d seen Scott before at the track and he was an awesome driver, but he was a peacock and a trophy hound. He’d lurked at the back of the line to pair off with me, no doubt assuming a mere female would present him with an easy victory. Peacocks are pretty, but show-offs didn’t intimidate me. He drove a BMW M-Roadster, and its power-to-weight ratio should see him cross the line ahead of my Mini Cooper, even if it was the John Cooper Works model.

  Returning my gaze to the tarmac ahead, I concentrated on the multi-coloured starting lights—the ‘Christmas Tree’. On each side of the Tree are seven lights: two small amber lights at the top, followed in descending order by three larger LED lights, a green bulb, and finally a red bulb. We moved forward until the pre-stage light illuminated, indicating our front tyres had crossed the first marker. We were approximately seven inches from the starting line.

  Edging forward, the stage bulb lit up, which meant we were positioned exactly on the starting line and were ready to launch. My whole body quivered with a surge of adrenaline as I focused solely on the lights on my side of the Tree. I revelled in the feeling of it pumping through my veins.

  With my senses blissfully overloaded, the moment of truth had arrived and a serene feeling that everything was exactly as it should be engulfed me. I depressed the clutch, engaged first gear and dialled up three and a half thousand revs.

  The amber lights flashed simultaneously, followed four-tenths of a second later by the green light. My brain registered one thing.

  GO!

  I released the clutch and smoothly buried the accelerator into the firewall. The world became a fast-forward blur, and I momentarily sensed a cloud of tyre smoke on my right.

  Seven thousand revs. Red line. Second gear. Slam!

  Red line. Third gear. Slam!

  Red line. Fourth gear. Maximum torque.

  Approaching red line. Maximum speed.

  Finish line. Maximum rush.

  “Better luck next time, Scottie.” I couldn’t resist flicking my long blonde hair over my shoulder and grinning as his mates consoled him with pathetic theories of electronic malfunction and inferior grip on his side of the track.

  “That was hilarious.” My good friend, Jim, a gargantuan wall of a man was buckled over laughing. When he straightened up, he gave me an enthusiastic high five.

  “You might as well have chopped his balls off, Jules,” Jim’s step brother, Shorty, added in his strangely high-pitched voice.

  “Thanks, guys. The schmuck underestimated me and paid the price.”

  I enjoyed the win, but I lived for the magic moments—calculated risks where I could dance precariously on the subjective line between skill and recklessness. I was an adrenaline junkie and would take risks normal people actively sought to avoid. I revelled in the inevitability of my own demise. Some might call that selfish, cowardly and inconsiderate, but I could live with that. It was my secret, and it helped me accept the fact that almost every other part of my life was out of my control.

  “Hey, Jules,” Jim said when he’d recovered from another laughing fit. “Are you free this Friday night?”

  “What have you got in mind?” I raised my eyebrows and cocked my head.

  “Any interest in coming to fight night with Shorty and me?”

  A while ago, they’d mentioned the illegal fight clubs they attended and I’d been more than a little intrigued. I just didn’t think they’d ever invite me, so I’d started dropping hints about my boxing classes. They were at least ten years my senior and treated me like their little sister.

  I’d met Jim and Shorty at Winton raceway when I first got my Mini and wanted to take her on a track. Jim had approached me and offered to give me some pointers. A few pointers had turned into many driving lessons and, when I’d offered to pay, they flat out refused. “We just like seeing the look on their faces when you kick their arses,” they’d said.

  “Are you serious? Of course I’m interested.”

  “Thought you might be,” Jim replied, chuckling again. “It’s a pretty rough scene though, Jules.”

  “I can handle that,” I said, gesturing around me. I was well-accustomed to male-dominated environments.

  “Different league, Jules. We’ll look out for you though.”

  “I can defend myself too, you know.”

  They both nodded their heads and smiled. “We don’t doubt it,” Jim said. “I’ll get you on the list, then.”

  Chapter Two

  Juliette

  When I finished high school seven years ago, I’d wanted to see the world. I’d never had a job as my spare time was spent in hell, otherwise known as deportment classes, modelling school and makeup lessons. I’d asked my parents to lend me the money for an airline ticket, and their reaction gave me my first real indication of how tightly I was bound to my life in Melbourne.

  “You can’t leave me after all I’ve done for you.” My mother had sobbed. “Please don’t leave me.” She’d cried for a week and had to eventually be sedated when she threatened to kill herself.

  “Please, Juliette,” my father had begged. “Not yet. Get a degree first.”

  I was never going to be a hot shot lawyer like my father, but I’d agreed to put a tick in the degree box, somewhat placating him. When I graduated from uni four years later—my father had talked me into an Honours year—I should’ve packed my bags and gone travelling. I wasn’t career driven, and my desire to break free and explore the world had only increased.

  “Let’s talk about it at your graduation dinner tonight,” my father had said when I’d tentatively informed him of my travel plans. I should’ve known how that was going to go down.

  “How could you be so selfish?” She’d wailed, her eyes wild, flashing with pain and betrayal. “You won’t survive out in the world. You need me.”

  “Get some work experience under your belt first,” my father had suggested. “I don’t think cocktail parties and dress shopping can go on your CV.”

  Completely manipulated by them once again, I had put my travel plans on hold and got an administrative role at Donoghues, a small stockbroking firm yet to be swallowed up by the big banks. I’d also agreed to a first date with Richard Sacks, the man
my mother had been trying to set me up with.

  “Thirteen years of private school education,” my father had joked when I told him about my new job. I knew he hadn’t meant to hurt my feelings, but a lifetime of little jabs cut deep, even to the strongest of souls.

  I’d known I couldn’t win, but I’d keep trying because I wasn’t a quitter, I loved them and they loved me.

  Three years later and I’d found myself in a comfortable routine assisting the most successful broker in the firm, Heath Mathers, who needed extra support for his demanding client base, and I was still dating Richard—my mother’s idea of Prince Charming and ideal son-in-law prospect. Perhaps I was a weak pushover, easily manipulated and lacking a backbone, but I had my reasons and in my mind, they were legitimate. I’d found a way to exist that was acceptable, and I wasn’t interested in being judged for it.

  “We have three new listings this week, Juliette,” Heath announced, dumping the prospectuses on my desk as soon as I sat down. “I’ll have the list of clients taking stock to you by this afternoon.”

  “Morning, Heath,” I replied, smiling.

  “It will be if Tom Higgins calls me back to confirm his allocation.” He then retreated to his office. Heath was the only broker who had his own office. He brought in more revenue than any other and was treated accordingly. My desk was just outside his office. Sometimes I was envious of the other assistants who sat on the long desks on the trading floor amidst the buzz and activity, but usually I was happy with the privacy and solitude.

  With cult classic Wall Street movies rushing through my mind, I’d been initially disappointed to find stockbroking was no longer like that anymore. There was no trading floor, no one shouting numbers and scribbling on notepads. It was just line after line of desks, computer screens and predominantly men in suits, permanently attached to their phones.

  Heath was tough, focused, and I had a great deal of respect for him. Despite having almost zero interest myself, he floored me with his vast knowledge of the stockmarket, and he also sounded like he genuinely gave a shit about his clients. He probably did to a certain extent, but his charm was also manipulation and sometimes it made my skin crawl.

  Once my computer was powered up, I checked my emails. There were several reminders from my mother about her Fontaine charity soiree in the Yarra Valley on Saturday night. I knew Richard would be far more thrilled about it than I could ever be.

  Lost in my pile of paperwork, the morning passed quickly and I was startled by my gorgeous friend Sia standing at my desk. I enjoyed my job, but the greatest thing to come from it was my first real friend. I hadn’t realised how lacking I was in the friend department until Sia made it glaringly obvious.

  “Ready to go?” she asked, looking over my shoulder into Heath’s office.

  I glanced at the time on my computer and was surprised it was lunchtime already.

  “Sure. Give me a few minutes to finish this form. I’ll meet you at the lifts if you like?”

  “No, that’s okay. I’ll wait here.” Her goofy smile made me laugh.

  Sia worked for a couple of the junior brokers and sat at the other end of the office. We’d become friends at a work function soon after I joined the firm three years ago and had lunch together as often as we could. If the brokers we worked for had lunch meetings, we had to stay at our desks and place orders when they came in.

  Heath came out of his office just as I was grabbing my handbag. “Lunchtime already?” he asked, looking at his watch.

  “I won’t be out long,” I replied as I reached for my handbag under my desk. “Sia and I are just going to grab some sushi downstairs.”

  “I like your tie,” Sia said through her long eyelashes.

  Confused, I glanced from Sia to Heath.

  “Thank you.” Heath looked a little flustered.

  “Call me if you need me.” I don’t know why I bothered saying it. I knew he wouldn’t hesitate to call me day or night if he needed something.

  “Bye, Heath,” Sia said, pushing her long, dark brown hair behind her ear.

  Standing at the lifts, I couldn’t contain the laughter.

  “What?” she asked, her arms crossed over her chest.

  “What was that back there? Were you flirting with Heath?”

  “Maybe,” she replied, trying not to smile. “Or maybe I was just being friendly.”

  “You’re a very friendly flirt.”

  “Well, he’s hot.”

  “You don’t think he’s a little old?”

  “Age is completely irrelevant. You must be so loved up with Richard you don’t notice the fine specimen right in front of you.”

  “That must be it.” I hooked my arm through hers, and we made our way to our favourite lunch place.

  When we were settled at a table with our sushi boxes, Sia dropped her bombshell on me. “I just booked my flight to London.”

  I’d stuffed a whole California roll in my mouth, and I nearly choked on it.

  “What? When? Why?” I asked, devastated by the thought of her leaving.

  “Don’t get your knickers in a twist. It’s just a long holiday. I’m going at the beginning of July—right in the middle of their summertime—for six weeks.”

  Relieved, I let out the breath I’d been holding. “Okay. Phew. You’ve talked about moving there before. What are you going to do on this long holiday?” I was confronted by how far my stomach had dropped at the thought of her leaving, and by the shackles still around my neck.

  “Wander from place to place, really. I don’t want a set itinerary. Maybe I’ll have a few sordid affairs with some ridiculously hot Italian men.” She raised her eyebrows suggestively and we both laughed. “If you weren’t with Richard, I’d ask you to come with me.” She put her chopsticks down and looked me in the eye. “You’re so lucky to have him. I’ve never once heard you complain about him. He’s hot and successful and I bet he worships the ground you walk on. I want that too, but I want to do some travelling and have some more life experiences before I find my Mr Right.”

  I didn’t want Sia to know how wrong she was about Richard and my relationship. I barely wanted to acknowledge it myself and managed to avoid thinking too much about it most of the time.

  “Fair enough.” I stared at my sushi and mentally chastised myself for the tears welling in my eyes.

  “So I think now is the perfect time to have a fling with your boss.” She raised her eyebrows and tapped her pointer finger on the table.

  I laughed, hoping she was joking.

  “Seriously, Juliette.” She leaned forward and whispered so our fellow diners at the next table couldn’t hear. “I think he’d be a dark horse in the bedroom.”

  I pretended to gag, not wanting to think about my boss in that way. “I think he works twenty-four seven. He’s a workaholic, Sia.”

  “Richard’s a workaholic too. I’ve only ever met him once briefly. He works almost every weekend, doesn’t he?”

  I nodded, trying not to smile. “Yes he does.” Thank God.

  “There you go.”

  Our conversation drifted to safer places—clothes, movies, her sister’s upcoming wedding and the cute guy who’d just started in the mailroom. I looked at my watch regretfully, knowing I still had a mountain of paperwork waiting for me.

  “Come on. I have to get back to work.”

  We stood up and found a bin for our sushi boxes.

  “I’ll walk you back to your desk.” She winked and elbowed me in the side.

  Much to Sia’s disappointment, Heath was on the phone when we got back, but she made several excuses to visit my desk throughout the afternoon as always.

  “Here’s the client list,” Heath said, dropping a spreadsheet on my desk towards the end of the day.

  “I’ll ensure they all have sufficient funding. Then I’ll send out the paperwork.”

  “Good work, Juliette.”

  I was a hard worker, good with clients, had a sharp attention to detail, and because I had no care
er aspirations to be a stockbroker myself, Heath thought he’d hit the jackpot.

  Chapter Three

  Juliette

  It was Thursday evening, and that meant it was time for my weekly boxing session with Zac.

  During my first year at uni, I had been walking back to my car after an evening class when I was grabbed and pushed up against a brick wall. In my mind, I’d had the man writhing on the ground, clutching his crotch and contemplating his threatened chances of fatherhood. I’d wanted desperately to hear him cursing me with every profanity his tiny brain contained. I hadn’t been as afraid as I probably should’ve been, despite my inability to defend myself. From somewhere deep inside my reptilian brain, my mind had conjured up the many different ways I could incapacitate and maim anyone who tried their luck with me.

  In reality, a security guard had saved me and my attacker was arrested. I’d gotten really lucky. Last I heard, he was still serving jail time for multiple sex offences. I’d joined the gym the next day so if it ever happened again, I’d be better prepared. That was six years ago.

  What had started out as learning self-defence had quickly exploded into a full-on love affair with fighting. My mother and Richard would be completely horrified and humiliated, but what they didn’t know wouldn’t hurt them.

  Zac stood over me as I did my stretches. “Hey, Jules. You alright?” he asked in his cute English accent. His background before becoming a boxer was a combination of European kickboxing and Asian Muay Thai. He was now a passionate trainer, and he wanted me to compete. From time to time, he’d teach me a little of the other styles—a blend of kicks, knees, punches, elbows and grappling were all incorporated to vary my training. He was an exceptional instructor because of his ability to help me understand the techniques, rather than just going through the motions.